Why would I?

There are moments that suddenly dawns on me how plain my life is. I have always appreciated the quiet and the calm.

Routine becomes the most normal thing. Go to work. Grab a lunch.
Work some more. Then return home for a quiet dinner. Pick at offerings on the internet. Occassionally buying stuff as well.

I guess a plain, simple life is for me.

Then there are times when I have this urge to just pack up and leave for a lone escapade, to be away from everything I am acquainted with. Just to see and do new things. To experience and see something using only my senses and be not concious of somebody else's needs or desires. Just for me.

Travel across Malaysia on a lone roadtrip, go camping on short spells, weekend staycations at hotels and resorts, perhaps a spa treatment that includes pedicure.

Or flying off to places new that I have yet to see and do for a month long round. Heck, I wouldn't mind a nice revisit of the cities I have been to, only this time to see with eyes unburdened by work commitments.

Dont know I if I might develop homesickness. Would I?

Or am I already home sick?

Sounds like beginnings of a middle-age crisis, I know. Haha.

Stupid Things On The Net: Party (Huh, Really?)

Oh, but you did attend the party. 

Remember a few months ago,

 when you did the horizontal tango?

Gahh!

If I could split myself into 10 persons I would have less to worry about work. Running a team of 20 persons is driving me up the wall.

Gahhh!

Deep thoughts

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Why is doing it so difficult?

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